Thursday, August 5, 2010

I maybe a new born vampire.

So this week was shitty. Well, okay maybe not completely shitty but still shitty. Getting broken up with, getting yelled at work constantly because well I think i find ways just to piss them off now (that's my fault haha), and to top it off this random cold that popped outta nowhere. It's a burning sensation thats constantly happening and whenever i eat or drink human food my throat aches craving more...So in conclusion, I Madame Mediocre am a vampire. Minus the striking good looks along with the grace of an angel.

Alright. I'm gonna let you in on something. I wanna talk to sire. Not talk about the break up or anything. I would rather talk about football or something. I just want to talk to him. I realize that's slightly insane and I shouldn't yet, but gosh cutting off someone you talked to for a year straight every single day....YIKES. So we're not together..Yes that happens, I was told that would happen in like health class or who knows, but he was like my best friend also and I can't loathe the guy. Okay yes I can and I do for the whole hearbreak thing, but I don't in ways because we were so close once before, and in some strange way I feel like we need to be friends. Wow that sounds nuts. Maybe i should shut my gob. I feel thats a good idea. I'm glad everyone has been super supportive of my loss? Or maybe its a gain? who knows just yet.

well, sleep is a good call. <--thats another thing that i can do that most vamps can't.
love madame mediocre

2 comments:

  1. I thought vamps slept during the day? or are you refering to the twilight vamps? i digress, why cant you be friends? other than the fact you guys dated, you were still best friends, severing a tie like that is tough on both ends, even if one does not show it, so why not keep the friendship alive where the relationship ended?

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  2. As great of an idea is, I still have romantic feelings towards him. They just can't go away. It's not fair to myself to hang around and talk to him when I still care too much. And i was refering to the twilight series.

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